| - gotta make it - // series one - basics
-- Name: dawn
-- Birthdate: September 29
-- Birthplace: La
-- Current Loc. : La
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Brownish
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Innie or Outtie: Innie
// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: spanish blk an white
-- The shoes you wore today: vans--
Your hair: curly, brown
-- Your eyes: are brown
-- Your weakness: hm boys
-- Your fears: lizards!!!!!! an snakes
-- Your perfect pizza: cheese, pineapple
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: To become a RN 4 kids
// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: ahahah
-- Your thoughts first waking up: uhhhg
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes shoes lips hair clothes
-- Your bedtime: Whenevers
-- Your greatest fear: LIZARDS!
-- Your greatest accomplishment: becoming a CNA
-- Your most missed memory: 5th grade an 9th sometiems haha
// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Mcdonald's
-- Single or group dates: depends it doesnt really matter
-- Adidas or nike: nike
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxers
// series five - do you
-- Smoke: yeahh
-- Cuss: yeah
-- Sing well: haha of course
-- Take a shower everyday: yup
-- Have a crush(es): not really
-- who are they: hm hm
-- Do you think you've been in love: yea
-- Want to go to college: Yep
-- Like high school: mm its ok if there was actually cute boys at granasty it wud be better
-- Want to get married: Yea
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yep
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: Sometimes
-- Think you're attractive: nope
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parents: hell no
-- Like thunderstorms: yuup
-- Play an instrument: hm hm the drum lol
// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: Yes
-- Smoke(d): yeah
-- Done a drug: Nope
-- Have Sex: Noope
-- Made Out: yup
-- Go on a date: Nope =( 2 months
-- Go to the mall?: Yep
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nah
-- Eaten sushi: yeah
-- Been on stage: Nope
-- Been dumped: No
-- Gone skating: Nope
-- Made homemade cookies: No
-- Been in love: Nah
-- Gone skinny dipping: Nope
-- Dyed your hair: yea
-- Stolen anything: yuup
// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: noppe
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yea
-- Been caught "doing something": Neverrr
-- Been called a tease: Yep
-- Shoplifted: yuup
-- If so, did you get caught: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no
// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: hmm 24ish? young tho i don wanna be a old mom
-- Numbers and Names of Children: hm 4? destiny marie, anthony carlos, vincent an angel
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: hm i think in a nice church wit lots of ppl an then a BIG dress an then after to have the reception at the beach ..[paradise cove] it wud be sexy
-- How do you want to die: I dono in my sleep? when im old
-- Where you want to go to college: hm a nursing skool or hm lol valley cuz they have those classes
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A nurse for kids
-- What country would you most like to visit: *spain* or puerto rico
// series nine - opposite sex
-- Best eye color? brown/green
-- Best hair color? brown or black
-- Short or long hair?: Short!
-- Best height: taller than me
-- Best articles of clothing: hm dono? his shirt? it doesnt matter as long as they kno how to dress an cud match wit the gangsta style u kno
-- Best date location: hm movies, dinner at a nice resturante an then the beach at nite
// series ten - number of
-- Number of girls kissed: None
-- Number of boys kissed: 5
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- Number of people you can trust: a few
-- Number of CDs that I own: alot
-- Number of piercings: cinco
-- Number of tattoos: None yet but ima get some soon
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: none
-- Number of scars on my body: too many
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: a few but then this quote its true " dont regrett hings becuz at one time it was exactly wat u wanted to do" so yeah
yeahh!! an then yessss skool is OVER!!! an MY CHRISTINA CAME BACK HOME!!!! ahhh im soo happy!! we went to six flags an to a bbq thingy an to dinner an the mall an movies!! an yeah! its pretty gangster. an then congrats. to every1 that graduated!!! aw! an I SAW MY HUSBAND!! he is soo sexxy woo!!! rape him. annd rashad called me.. finally! but nothing happend he just hung up on me! i was like hm alrite then? and ima CNA now [ certified nursing assistant!!] yess!! i passed my test!! an then soon laughlin! an to the beach alot to get a tan! an i think thats it!
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why is it so hard for me to find a guy that knows how to treat a girl? an who will stick around. who i will actually see once they say they my "boyfriend" an who isnt JUST about sex? i hate it. every guy that i talk to seems to just want sex! do i look that easy?! im not easy. all guys say naw im not jus about sex but then the next minuet they bring it up so when we gon beat. man im tired of it. why is it hard to find some one who you can talk to about anything who will be there for you? who you could go on real dates with or just go to the park or anything just spend time together? thats all that i want. am i that bad? that the only reasons guys talk to me is cuz they want some? an im like a last resort? i dono it j ust makes me ughh!! an every guy that i seem to grow a real intrest in moves away. like RASHAD. iam sprung on him. i dont kno why i wish i wasnt. i seen him 3 times in my life an hes all that i want rite now. the way i feel when im around him.when he hugs me i feel safe in his arms an even just driving in the car with him i feel safe like he wud protect me i dono how to explain i feel different. i feel something for him like its real. like when he looks at me uhg i dono i sound gay but its true an i dont kno why. he said hes my "boyfriend" i wish he was. i think thats all that i need rite now is a boyfriend. a for real one. i wish rashad didnt move to ohio. hes all that i want right now. and if i cant have him i just want a guy who i like and likes me back an its just about sex someone i can talk to an laugh with see more than once every 3 months. to go on a date with an someone who cud make me feel good. im done being used for what the guy wants. uhhhg. 
WONTON
<<< TRUE STORRY!! cuz iam so mad at myself an yeah im dum an just mad at this whole situation that i cant talk about but thanks crystal!! i love u an yeah i just need to learn from my mistakes an learn to not do stupid stuff! an think before i act!
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